Yes! That did say PAIN FREE!!!!!!!!!
Let me say that one more time….I AM PAIN FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I’m almost completely medication free!
After my last medication reaction issue I experience, I spoke with Dr. Casey and wanted to try a more natural route. I wanted off the medication and to feel normal again. A friend had been posting about this “drink” she takes and how much energy she has and she just feels great. I thought to myself how much I want and NEED that in my life. I went to an open house party she was having to sample the different flavors and just learn more about it. Sitting there listening to the testimonials of different people and how it has helped them in one way or another moved me to tears. I was an emotional mess because I just had this gut feeling that this was it! I had hope again!!!!
I started to research the Keto diet and how it’s actually used to help treat different brain issues. (ummm…why wasn’t this mentioned to me years ago???) If I could take a supplement to help with ketosis why not give it a shot?
I purchased a 5 day sample pack of Keto Max and by day 2 I had NO PAIN! I thought it was a fluke but 16 days later I’m still pain free, even with crazy weather and cold ice rinks! One drink has CHANGED MY LIFE!!!! One drink a day is all it takes to help alleviate my pain. I have so much more energy and focus. I just feel great. I remember what it feels like to be tryly happy again!
Keto Max for the Win!!!
After my 5 day sample was over, I purchased my first box of Keto Max. There are so many benefits to drinking the ketones , but for me the main reason is now I have my life back. Everything else is just a bonus!
This is what pain free happiness looks like!!!!!
Click here to learn more about Ketones and request your own 5 or 10 day sample packs or purchase your box of happiness!
As I said in the last post, I honestly just felt over medicated. I had reached out to Dr. Casey and explained to him how I felt horrible all the time again but it was different than my traditional shocks and stabs. This pain was more constant, achy, nagging and was on the inside as opposed to located on my face. Dr. Casey said it sounded like I was experiencing some residual pain in my pain matrix. Basically just pain that my brain “remembered” UGHHHH.
We stopped the Dilantin because at this point it was not doing any good and by now I had already weaned myself off the Gabapentin. He said this pain is harder to treat but it is possible. Some people are able to be treated with medication and others do require additional surgery. I was started on Ativan and Cymbalta to help my brain “cope” and hopefully forget the pain.
Let me just say this… CYMBALTA SUCKS ASSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the first few days I felt great and then I started feeling blah again. Almost 2 weeks to the day I became suicidal. It was the worst possible feeling I’ve ever had. Not just thinking about doing it, my brain was trying to do it. I was sitting at work and all I could think about was how can I get out of my body fast enough?? I didn’t want to be in me any longer. I was scared, terrified. I remember thinking that I need help. If I didn’t get help, it would my last day. I left work and by the grace of God made it to my doctor’s office. I ran in the door with tears pouring out of my eyes. They immediately pulled me back and I screamed “I WANT TO DIE!!!” I was hysterical.
The staff at my doctor’s office is amazing. They were able to get me to calm down and talk me down and realize that it was all the medication. I knew that, well the sane part of me did, but my brain kept telling me otherwise. That day, I stopped Cymbalta immediately. Withdraws suck ass, even though it was only two weeks. I cannot imagine trying to come off that medication after a longer period of time. It took me a week before I finally started feeling normal again. I love that I have a NP that I can call or text and she is able to talk me through things. She helped me out over the next week, along with my friends and family to regain control over my brain again.
Mental health is serious stuff, whether it’s disease or medication related. You are never alone no matter how your “brain” makes you feel. Please if you feel hopeless reach out to someone. Call the suicide hotline (800) 273-8255. Call a friend or family member. If you are starting a medication that changes how your brain functions make sure that you have someone close to you that can watch for the slightest of changes in your personality or habits.
I knew that day I didn’t really want to die. I have my family, friends and my job that I love so much. I have people that depend on me. I didn’t want to leave them. The crazy part was in that moment, none of that mattered. I couldn’t think about anything other then escaping from my body. Thinking back now I am very lucky to have made it to my doctor’s office alive. I left there alive and my family and friends keep me alive every day. Trigeminal, Geniculate and Glossopharyngeal Neuralgia are hard enough to live with everyday and tax my mental health without the side effects of medication. I share this hoping that someone, somewhere can read this and know they are not alone. This disease is horrid and if I can help at least one person, then I understand that everything I deal with has a greater purpose.